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Monday, March 13th, 2006
3:02 am - Thoughts
Long post random thoughts with some interest is all that follows

So i need a break a long long break i'm burnt out.... School mainly i can't get motivate to go to class much less do any homework i'm taking the sumemr off definately and prolly the fall. I want to try and at least join the army reserves but i don't know... you know. I just need a break and a reason... It isn't like i don't have a purpose i do (Rachael Elizabeth Clemons is my purpose for life)... I just need a reason to start working towards the rest of my life. Is it sad that i'm considering going to Calhoun (haha for there spacetec program). I don't know.

Thinks I do know
I want to make my life with Rachael great
I rock face at Arby's
I'm still really smart just unmotivated

Things I don't know
What in the hells i'm going to do.

Welp since i'm lost i'm going to put it to a poll and i want all of you to vote for what path you think i should take (it is cool if you just pick one but it would be great to hear an arguement for the one you support) OK so i realiaze most of you don't care and I also realize that some of you will only want to post something about not being able to make choices for me or i should figure out what i want haha please don't i just want to hear what people think about it i'm not going to let someone decide for me my life.

A. I can suck it up beg my parents to keep paying for college (maybe even move home so mom can make sure to motivate me) and stay in the chemical engineering field.

B. Accept defeat for now work at arby's move up and get enough money to pay for my own college. Wait it out for a few years and see what i really want to do.

C. Work at Arby's and go to calhoun in the spacetec program (hopefully with the help of my parents but without if neccesary)

D. Join the Army reserves and do either A., B., or C.

E. Go active duty spend four years in the military and come out with loads of job experience and a good bit of cash. And then either go to college or work in a job that the military had already trained me for.

F. Go Active duty for life. Go into military intelligence and go to officer training school and move up in the ranks as high as i can.

Haha ok so as you guys can see i have a lot on my mind and i don't sleep anymore... Like i've had 3 hours of sleep since like 4p.m. Saturday I should be tired but i laid in bed for like 20 min and didn't even get remotely close to sleep. I'm not scared about how my life is gonna turn out i know i'll make it out just fine. I just don't know what will make me jump start it.

I never said i was perfect
I never said i was forever
I only said i love you Rach
i only meant it completely

current mood: confused
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Sunday, November 6th, 2005
12:18 am - So I wasn't going to post this but William Wallace Rocks
You scored as William Wallace. The great Scottish warrior William Wallace led his people against their English oppressors in a campaign that won independence for Scotland and immortalized him in the hearts of his countrymen. With his warrior's heart, tactician's mind, and poet's soul, Wallace was a brilliant leader. He just wanted to live a simple life on his farm, but he gave it up to help his country in its time of need.


William Wallace




Indiana Jones


Captain Jack Sparrow


Lara Croft


Neo, the "One"


The Terminator


The Amazing Spider-Man


El Zorro


Batman, the Dark Knight


James Bond, Agent 007


Which Action Hero Would You Be? v. 2.0
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current mood: tired
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Saturday, October 1st, 2005
2:04 am - Hmm quiz
The Key Character
- You Are The Key Character

"It's what I was meant to

You are the true enigma. No one knows much about
you, you do not understand much of yourself,
and your life seems to carry no purpose. Yet
regardless of everything around you - everyone
knows that you are here for some reason, even
if no one yet knows what that is. Things seem
to simply fall into place for you. Almost as
though some force is working either through
you, for you, or around you. No matter your
troubles, you have been sent here to unlock
something. This is your destiny.

Which Classic Story Role Do You Play?
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current mood: tired
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Wednesday, September 14th, 2005
6:33 pm
Take the quiz: "Which Horror Movie Are You?"

The Silence Of The Lambs
You're a thinker, a creator, and a very psychological person. You enjoy learning about other people, whether it is to befriend them, or to destory them. You take pride in being you, although you sometimes can get fed up with even yourself. You're an extremely intelligent person, but don't let your mind get the best of you. You're smarter than you think.
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Tuesday, September 6th, 2005
4:20 pm - ehh so i'm a follower
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Post your results.
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current mood: okay
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Friday, August 19th, 2005
11:10 pm - So did anyone else like Waking Ashland or was it only me?
I'm sick way sick it sucks the end.

current mood: Dying
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Monday, August 15th, 2005
4:15 pm - I am for you
Hey guys...

I'm posting to send you guys to listen to waking ashland at this sight. http://www.purevolume.com/wakingashland
(my fav is I am for you) they are so awesome... Like wow amazing.. LIke if it is at all possible i'm traveling to Dothan Sept. 3 to listen to em.

or you can watch the video for i am for you here

I love you rach can't wait to see you tonight. And I am for you

Don't give up your not thinking
don't give up just keep sinking oh yeah
And i, i am for you
And i, i will love you
And i, i am for you
And i, i will save you

Love you all

current mood: amused
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Thursday, August 11th, 2005
9:10 am - do the dew, don't hate the jew
Hehe so I'm watching the daily show with john stewart (funny man). Anyways they were making fun of the radical muslims in London. And their cure commercialize all their hate. Like do the dew, don't hate the jew... or bust an ollie, don't blow up a trolly. Anyways i'm at home keeping the boys while mom moves sis into college. I'm gonna miss my sis she is one freakin awesome girl. And i'm really missing my rachael she is a real awesome gil as well. Who i haven't seen in like a day... Is it sad that i'm really really missing her.

Anyways i'm going to umm i don't know what can i do at my house?

I love you rachael elizabeth clemons you are one awesome girl.

current mood: bored
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Thursday, June 30th, 2005
6:17 am - Wow it's early
Wow I love my silly Rachael... Just got home (to the apt.- which still doesn't feel completely like home) I way allergic to her house though. LIke i'm all stop up and stuff oh well it is worth it.

hmm I have not much to say i guess oh well i'm really tired i'll prolly sleep some more. Dang you stopped up nose.
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Saturday, June 4th, 2005
11:01 pm
so this makes me happy. way to ba able to just bs stuff

TintedRlty: so what is your position on the geopolitical crisis that is currently current in the lands of Bulgaria Korth Korea and Thailand
TintedRlty: ?
Keifferisme: well first off the Bulgarians are peices of dirt and should only be allow out to see their geopolitical problems twice a day so they can crap on them, North Korea is a rotting pile of refuse and needs to be clean (perferable with a couple hundred tons of destructive power- yeah nukes- thailand needs to keep away from all the dirty chinese so they can continue to make are not quite so crappy crappy items.

other than that moved in and completely settle i love my apartment it is so nice to be 3 min away from the girl you love. haha anyways i'm off

current mood: accomplished
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Friday, May 27th, 2005
11:26 pm - I think I have fleas
hmm so unless jj lied to me i'll be moving into an apartment very shortly like within a week.

Today help move rach i'm tired that is all.

current mood: sleepy
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Sunday, May 22nd, 2005
12:16 am - I love my Rachael. She keeps me sane.
So the last post well i wasn't happy when i did it and it sounds like i was dissappointed in jj but i wasn't he came through and i was sorta hoping he could again since the other one didn't

Hmm so Nina's was fun. hehe I do love my girlfriend. Anyways i'm going to go play eq2 cause while i'm incredibly tired i feel like playing some anyways. night all

current mood: okay i guess
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Saturday, May 21st, 2005
9:11 am
Sigh, So the apartment plans fell through. Whatever, I'll prolly end up in a one bedroom apartment, unless jj can make some money and pronto. Whatever though.

I love you Rachael you are way super cool. I'm frickin tired but i can't sleep anymore. Talk to all of you laters.

current mood: blah
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Saturday, May 7th, 2005
9:37 pm - NOTE: look who is my captive teehee.
If you were a Pirate! by TheHalveric
Yer Pirate Name!
Name yer ship!
Why be ye a Pirate?
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Yer Cabin-boy! (or girl)karmabuena
Ye're chief rival be the Dread Piratetrackstar85
Ye'll be pursued by Admiralsuperskippy05
Cut to ribbon in a freak cannon accident...llamalady86
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Number o'ships ye'll sink and women ye'll plunder!776
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current mood: restless
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Thursday, May 5th, 2005
1:41 am - Yay eighties music and eighties video games (hehe Final Fantasy ROCKS)
1. Reply with your name.

2. I will write something about you.

3. I will try to name a single word that best describes you.

4. Put this in your journal

So i'm tired i'm going to sleep just wanted to say that the original final fantasy has some of the best music and best gaming experience of any game i've ever played too bad it is so short. Also with the ps version play on easy mode else you spend like 50 hours leveling (all you hardcore gamers don't get mad at me I've beat the game on it's normal mode twice- once on the original ninetendo and then on the ps- that is right over 100 hours spent just walking around pressing the a button or the x button,i just love the games)

Anyways Rach has to work way too much this week. I miss that girl. haha i got to see her today but you know i still miss her. I love her too. she makes me way happy. I hope you're dreaming pleasant things.

current mood: tired
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Tuesday, May 3rd, 2005
1:14 pm - Hmm yay for a Republican

current mood: awake
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Sunday, May 1st, 2005
11:29 pm
I don't feel very well.

sigh i need to sleep but i can't.

two finals tomorrow both pretty difficult.

I just want to lay in bed for a long time.

I miss rachael. I think that is the worst. Hurry up and get back her girly.

welll i'll try and sleep now.

current mood: sick
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Saturday, April 30th, 2005
12:36 pm
Hmm it has been a while.

Well let's see major thing missed an exam thought it was later than it was (good news i get to make it up). I had an interview wednesday with HexcelFibers in decatur, If i get the job i will be most possibly the happiest person alive (seeing as that is exactly what i want to do with my life hehe work with polymer making carbon fibers- super strong super light way heat resistant composite materials- so what i'm a nerd it is ok). Also i've decided i need to study/do my homework more often. (the studying is out the doing homework however isn't Nathan and Jon-Jon you guys are going to make me do it). Speaking of that sometime early this summer me nathan and jon-jon are getting an apartment which will be way way way awesome. So hmm i think i've covered everything major. except...
Well you see there is this girl. and you know i know she is the one i'm going to marry. When i'm with her well it feels like perfections feels, and when she isn't around my life just kinda stops. Hehe I love her so much it is crazy and i would die die die without her. So I guess the most major thing in my life is Rachael! she is way too awesome for me and i'm just so glad to have her.

Other than that I'm going to prom tonight with a friend of mine down around garden-dale (she goes to mortimer-jordan i think). Haha and I'm jinxed with Goody's hehe both times i've ordered a tux from them something has went wrong- the first time it didn't show up til the monday after, this time they gave me the wrong color shirt (hehe both times i got 35 dollar out of the deal though).

Hmm wow that was a post see i can do the whole posting thing i just don't wanna.

Oh and who is completely enthralled with Sum 41 album Chuck. Cause I am like oh my gosh divine inspiration musical genius makes me so very happy tis wonderful.

Anyways buh-bye all

current mood: hungry
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Saturday, March 26th, 2005
1:04 am
Standing on the precipice of forever not knowing which direction safety lies knowing a step to either side would could unleash a torrent of life or a torrent of nothingness. Fill the nothingness with something and you have nothingness somewhere else.a step to the left off the path of my life will send me crashing to oblivion far from all hopes and dreams far from everything real and seeming, yet in that same step life experience forever full forever filling. Life is simple one step two step look at life as a puzzle and life will throw you for a loop look at life as a staight path and you can never waiver look at the small fill small nothing with small hopes leave friends and faith behind you and hopes and dreams ahead.

Wow so i'm tired and i've read back and it has been a long time since i just let my tired brain pump out words that i thought sounded good ideas the i felt the need to blend.

Haha so today was super sad. I love Good Friday service it is such a moving thing. After that (rach went with) me and the sis and rach went to O-brians were we had a blast talking bout stuff and making fun of our watress poor girl dr. pepper doesn't look anything like sweet tea. hehe, then the wonderful g/f came to my house and we "watched" unbreakable. A good movie. Haha tonight was good. Rachael wore her new black dress that is freaking stunning on her nad wow was she hot. I was too though I had dress pants a black shirt a red tie and a black jacket on and i had eyeliner on oh yeah i was H-O-T. hehe too bad with all my hotness i still couldn't compare with rachael. i love that silly girl

haha so i think i should go to sleep but i don't want to i think i'm going to play PS2. or maybe sleep... i don't know night all

current mood: Dreamy
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Tuesday, March 22nd, 2005
12:10 am
updating time

So i don't have much to say. I suck at the whole updating thing.

My life well either rachael, school, or video games. School has subsided for a bit so now it is lots of video games give me a call if you want to do something more than likely i should be able to.

I'm tired i slept better when i had school. cause i still wake up at about the same time i just go to sleep hours later.

I'm happy, went shopping with rach today. Yay for very female stores and standing while averting my eyes and blocking my ears. I mean "We definetly need to get bandaids, my boobs are just to big, and i poking out hurry up and get out here" are not phrase i want to hear esp. when i'm the only male figure in like 20 yards... Haha what is up with seeing all these people who go to my church or went to my church today? dang people. So i love one of the dresses rachael got and really like the other. Like wow how did i ever manage to get such a hot g/f.

in other news i'm glad the coke machines in the mall only work half the time. Cause if they didn't i wouldn't be listening to my brand new Punk Rock Strike Volume 1, 2 and 3 (all for under 6 1/2 dollars). and yay for cherry coke.
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